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Friday, January 2, 2026 - 1:43 AM Mountain Time (MT)
subject:  about Sol
mood:  stoned
music:  Dissolved Girl Massive Attack (listen)

Ahh okay so my high ass was looking through old posts on here from 2018/2019 and I stumbled across an old guestbook service I used to use and forgot about. Check it out here.

If you were on Neocities back in that time, you might remember dissolvedgirl or Sol Pais. I mean, even if you weren't on here, you might have heard of her back then. I discovered her site when I was still pretty new on here, I thought she was pretty cool. I mentioned her after everything happened in old posts, here's a screenshot I took in 2019 when I realized she had followed me:



Anyways, the first post in that old guestbook I discovered is from someone named Sol. And the date sort of matches up with stuff I said in my old posts from 2019. I might be wrong, but I don't know.


It's nothing crazy. I just wanted to mention it because, for some reason, she's been on my mind a lot lately. I don't know anyone personally who can relate so I'm just rambling about it here. I wish things could've been better for her.



Also, I'm archiving old posts from 2025 and updating the theme of this page. I'm feeling nostalgic so I think I'm going to use the 2004 code from my moms Livejournal that I used back in 2019. I hope you're doing good, I'll see you later.
Friday, January 2, 2026 - 12:41 AM Mountain Time (MT)
★ subject:  Happy new year!
★ mood:  stoned
★ music:  Miles Away Yeah Yeah Yeahs (listen)

Howdy. Happy new year! It's 2026! It feels so weird. The years are starting to get scary.. too futuristic. I don't know. Time moves on so fast.

News years eve was pretty good. Sam and I made plans to hang out at my place. We debated on going to the casino but decided not to. I still haven't been to a casino yet! And I live right down the street from one.. anyways. I bought a bunch of snacks while I was at work. I got Chips Ahoy, Honey Nut Cheerios, Munchies, Gardettos, and some Rice Krispies. I picked up Sam when I got off at 10 and we went to Speedway to buy drinks before going to my house.

It was a lot of fun. We drank, laughed, and watched youtube before midnight. My neighbor was shooting fireworks at 12 so we stood outside and watched for a bit. Afterwards we got really stoned, put on the movie Thirteen, and painted for a few hours. I took her home around 4:30 in the morning. I ended up in bed around 6 and slept until 3pm. I had a really good night.

I've just been lazy today. I was off and I am tomorrow as well. I played DBD and Roblox with Korrin for most of today.. and now I am here.. Hello. I don't have much else to say.. I'm pretty tired. I've been meaning to make a button for one of my closest friends Taylor. I just haven't been working on my website or making things in photshop lately.. grr. You can find her website here! I've known her for almost 14 years now. I used to talk about her in my old posts from 2018/2019, we were very close in high school. It's a different Taylor than the one I talked about back in 2023.. Idk if I ever made that clarification..

ANYWAYS. BYE! LISTEN TO THIS SONG:

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