Saturday, May 11, 2024 - 9:13 PM
× subject: home honey i'm high
× mood: tripping on shrooms
× music: Bien Caliente ★ The Tormentos (listen)

Omg! I really gotta update my website more. Hiiiiii. I just got home from hanging out with my mom and her friends. Her friend had a mushroom chocolate bar and I ate some and I am tripping pretty nicely right now. I haven't tripped since I did shrooms with Kiersten at Numbers before I moved. I love mushrooms, they are so much better than acid. Oh man, the letters on my screen are jumpin around.

annnyywayys.. hi. I've been living in New Mexico for about 2 months now. Things are really good. I don't feel like rambling too much, so I'll save details for another post. Maybe when i'm more sober! I just went through and responded to some guest book comments.. I'm really bad at doing that. I've been applying to places in the areaa. I have like .. 4? 5? open applications right now. Just waiting for one to call me back. I'm excited to get into a routine!

We started clearing out this parked RV that my mom and stepdad have in this covered area by their house. It's an old RV from like.. the 80's. I'm going to help my stepdad renovate it. Then i'm going to decorate to my liking and its going to my little area. There's a bathroom in it. I can park my car next to it.. grrr. I'm struggling to think of how I can explain how the area looks, but I will be posting pictures in the future so. You will see it soon! We're gonna hang lights and I want to put out a bunch of rugs. My stepdad mentioned putting a fire pit out there, we're going to turn it into a really cool hang out area. Now I just need some friends to hang out with!

I still haven't really connected with anyone out here. I mean, the only people I have met are my moms friends and their kids that are my age. Don't get me wrong, they seem cool, but I still feel so awkward around them! I feel like such an outsider. That's why I am itching for a job, so that I can connect with people! I want local friiiiiiieeeendddssss. I would love to put myself out there, but there's not much to do in my area! It's kind of like how things were before I moved. I had to drive like 40 minutes to Houston to do anything fun. I have to drive similar distances for cool shit here too. I want to go clubbing. I miss drinking with my friends, talking about life, shaking our asses, talking to hot ppl, smokin on the patio.. I have made myself sad.

I keep reassuring myself because it's going to take some time to adjust! I will get settled, I'll make friends. I can't expect things to be perfect and happy and great all the time. I WANT TO GO OUT!! AHHHH. Where are all the goth clubs!!!??? Colorado.. LyFe SuxXzzzz. lmfao. Anyways. I said I didn't want to ramble too much but here we are. I think I have rambled enough, I hope I made sense? I'll probably regret this when I'm sober but tee hee I don't care! I'm gonna upload some new pics! I have sum new hot pix. Speaking of that, briefly, I have been posting *nsfw* images of myself on a website on the world wide web and the reception made me like all :0 like.. validated. Not that I needed it in that department. ANYWAYS.

well. I've been listening to music and I am getting really into it. currently listening to "(so i'll sit here) waiting" by the like. I think I'm gonnaaaa listen to music aannd. Idk. maybe lay on the couch? play roblox? I just noticed I have Stardoll open but I don't remember opening it... anyways. I'll see you later, when my mind isn't in outer space. love u.

Saturday, April 13, 2024 - 12:03 PM
× subject: I ♥ Neocities
× mood: stoned
× music: Emerge ★ Fischerspooner (listen)

"You don't need to, emerge from nothing
You don't need to tear away."

I love Neocities so much. I love how many creative people are here. There is an abundance of cool and unique sites to get lost in. Also everytime I see graphics I've made on someone elses site I get so happy. I am so lucky to be hereee I love everyone on here y'all are all so cool. I should stop being shy and interact with ppl on here more.. I want web friends.

anyways tee heee I just smoked and got all sentimental. Just wanted to write a lil post. I guess I should point out that I updated the layout of my social media page, big whoop. It's not perfect but I like it so it will remain. I took my Blingee off of there cuz the other day I COULD NOT get on and thought it finally shut down?? but it's working now. I really need to save all of my old blingees from high school. I'm not worried about linking to it again cuz there's a link in my 'cool shit' section!

well... I don't have too much to say at the moment. I am going to go play Emily is Away <3 and listen to music from 2008. I hope you have a good day!

Wednesday, April 10, 2024 - 11:34 AM
× subject: blah blah blah
× mood: okay
× music: words ★ piri & tommy (listen)

"I know you're not the best with words but
You need to think before you speak
Although you're trying to be honest
You always say things you don't mean."

Hellloooo. I hope you're doing well.
I'm doing okay, I just took a shower and smoked a little bit. Now I want to ramble.

Okay so I am going to give y'all a little part 2 for my last post. That easter thing that I went to was so awkward. I sat at the island in the kitchen for most of it. I felt so uncomfortable! I didn't know what to do with myself. I get speechless when I first meet people, I never know what the hell to say! There was a group of girls that are my age but I didn't really interact with them much. I feel like an outsider looking in, they seem so close. I also kept getting really sad thinking about my friends back in TX. I don't know that I'll be able to connect with these people like I did with them. WILL I ??? Who the hell knows..

ANYWAYS. One of them brought a tray of jello shots and I was like a moth to flame. I had never tried a jello shot before so I wasn't really sure what to expect. So I ate 7 of them... Alcohol hits differently when you go from living at sea level to living a few thousand feet above. I just remember sitting there listening to the CHAOS around me when all of the sudden I got tunnel vision and I went to the bathroom and just laid on the floor. It was windy as fuck and the sound of the air blowing on the house was soothing. I tried to make myself puke so I would feel better but nothing came out so I just sat there thinking about my actions. I think I was in there for like 30 minutes, I missed the little easter themed adult games they were playing.

I felt really bad about it! I have made a horrible first impression TWICE with these people. The first time I met them was in 2022 when I came to visit my mom for a week during the summer. My moms friend was having a get together for 4th of july and there was like 20 - 30 people at her house. Honestly, that night would've gone smoothly if it wasn't for the red headed bitch that I assume was trying to fuck me?? All I can remember is the girl was up my ass all night and towards the end when everyone was in the living room chilling, she was practically sitting on my lap asking me about my life and trauma that I have??? I'm an open book and I was drunk so I just started WORD VOMITING all over her and crying and it was... embarassing. She was so persistent I really think she was trying to get with me but my gay ass was blissfully unaware. I woke up the next morning like .. hmmm.. why was she on top of me.... friends don't do that right...

So yeah... I feel like I keep making a fool of myself around these people but they are really nice and I think that I am being dramatic. grrrrr. Anyways. I MISS MY FRIENDS. I feel so isolated here. I desperately need to go out and socialize and meet people. I think getting a job would be the best thing for me right now. I need to distract myself with something so I don't spend so much time wallowing in self pity.

Welllll I've rambled enough. I started playing Fallout 76 again for the first time since 2019 and I'm kind of hooked for the time being. I think I'm going to go resize and upload images onto my pictures section and then play that for a little bit. I hope that you're doing well. I will see u later.

Sunday, March 31, 2024 - 11:25 AM
× subject: .: Moved to New Mexico :.
× mood: stoned
× music: In Spite ★ Iris (listen)

"In spite of the words I've left inside you
In spite of the wall I build we
Can't tear down
In spite of the way I run when
Still you keep calling
You feel like the only angel God's allowed."

Hiiiiiiiiiiiii. I moved to New Mexico! I just got here yesterday. Of course my PC was one of the first things set up. I'm at my moms dining table right now, sitting by the window typing this. My mom is making mashed potatos for an easter thing we are going to at her friends house. I'm going to meet everybody there, I'm excited. Gonna have some good food, wine, and weed. Hell yeah. I LIVE IN A LEGAL STATE NOW !?!?!?!!?!?!??!!!!!! I CAN JUST GO TO THE STORE AND BUY WEED?!?!?! I am in heaven.

The trip went really well. I ended up renting a Uhaul for the move and getting it was chaos. The place I reserved at didn't have the equipment so they redirected me to some western store in Alvin. Apparently they didn't even call the store to let them know so they were like uhhhhhhhhhh yeah we don't have that. So they sent me to this little building in the middle of nowhere that looked straight out of the 90s. It was cute and the people there all seemed a lil methed up LMFAO but they were sweet! My bank put a hold on my card so I had to call and raise my limit for the day so that I could drop a fat steaming $1600 on the Uhaul. I think that's the most money I have ever spent in my LIFE. We drove out of Alvin around 9/10 ish in the AM. We got to Amarillo, TX at like 10pm. We left the next morning around 9am and got to Bloomfield, NM around 5pm.

Well, I don't have much time to ramble. I think we're about to leave. I'll make some more updates soon as I have a lot of time on my hands now! It feels so good to relax.

Talk to you laterrrrr, I hope that you have a good day.

Friday, March 8, 2024 - 7:52 PM
× subject: * bustin' out! *
× mood: excited
× music: The Metro ★ Berlin (listen)

"I remember the letter wrinkled in my hand
"I'll love you always" filled my eyes
I remember a night we walked along the Seine
Riding on the Metro

I remember a feeling coming over me
The soldier turned, then looked away
I remember hating you for loving me
Riding on the Metro

I'm alone, sitting with my broken glass
My four walls follow me through my past
I was on a Paris train, I emerged in London rain
And you were waiting there,
swimming through apologies, sorry."

Wazzzuuuupppp bitch. I hope you've had a good day. I just painted my nails so i'm typing this like that clip of peter griffin typing with long nails. I am going out tonight! In like an hour or so.. I'm ubering there with some old friends that I haven't seen outside of the club in a few years. I'm really excited!! I'm wearing my black juicy jacket with a pair of pocketless jeans from Target. (cuz they make my ass look juicy) Here's a pic of the look for tonight:

NICE ASS. tee hee. I'm sippin on my drink rn since I don't have to drive tonight. Man.. I had a crazy week. My car got broken into last weekend and I just got my window fixed today. I dropped $341 on that shit. FUCK. I am so pooorrrrrr. I got paid today and I am already counting down the days till my next check. I'm chillin though. I ended up deciding to NOT rent a Uhaul for my move in 3 weeks. My stepdad is going to fly down and help me load up my car and then we're driving to NM! I'm bringing my essentials like my PC, clothes, games, and ... idk somethin else. OH before I move on, here's a pic of my broken into car from last Friday:

My poor baby. Ugh. My passenger side is still cracked from them attempting to break that one too. It's not shattered so I'm leaving it alone until I get paid again.

Wellllllll. I just wanted to pass some time! I need to go put my shoes on and GUSSY UP a lil bit. I can't wait to shake my ass tonight.
I hope you have a good weekend! I'll catch up with you later! Byeeeeee.

Thursday, February 29, 2024 - 7:08 PM
× subject: a little update
× mood: happy
× music: Everybody Dance ★ Chic (listen)

"Music never lets you down
Puts a smile on your face
Any time, any place
Dancing helps relieve the pain
Soothes your mind, makes you happy again
Listen to those dancing feet
Close your eyes and let go
But it don't mean a thing
If it ain't got that swing."

Hey there! I hope that you're well. I just wanted to write a quick little update here to say that there are a lot of big changes going on in my life rn and that's why I haven't really been updating my site and probably wont very often until April. I have a lot of ideas for my website, and a lot of pages I want to update. I don't have the time rn! I guess I do.. sort of.. I just don't have the energy.

I am moving to New Mexico this month! Well, I guess technically it's NEXT month but it'll be March tomorrow tee hee. I'm going through with my original plan that I had in like 2022.. I wrote about it some posts back. I am really overwhelmed! I don't have a dollar to my name right now LMFAO. It's cuz I just paid rent for the last time. I'm gonna be late on my bed & phone bill by a few days... oops. I'll just have to pay late fees which I should be able to afford once I get paid on the 8th.

I mean, I am telling the truth that I am broke cuz most of my check went to rent.. but the way I found out I was broke was when I was getting ready for work this morning. I've been thinking about the resident evil movies a lot lately and decided to rent all of them on youtube to watch while I was at work today. When I went to rent the third movie I got THERE'S AN ERROR WITH YOUR PAYMENT METHOD!!! And I said uh oh. LMFAO. Money well spent honestly... I love those movies. I had to 123movies the third one before I ended up getting too busy at work to watch it. Man those movies make me feel so nostalgic. back in like 2011/2012 I had a dvd set of all of the movies released up to that point and I would watch them all on repeat. I had those bitches memorized.

Anyways, I'm rambling now. I'm kind of stoned. I just ate sweet and spicy wings from whataburger with fries and jalapeno ranch sauce.. I am so full.
well. I think I'm going to go play the sims 2 now. I will update this shit hole soon!! Not sure when but possibly after I've settled in NM! We'll see.
I hope you're doing well. I will see u later! ♥

Tuesday, January 16, 2024 - 6:13 PM
× subject: somethin' I made ☆
× mood: relaxed
× music: A New Kind Of Love ★ Frou Frou (listen)

I really like this song. I made this using Windows Movie Maker on XP.

Thursday, December 14, 2023 - 6:48 PM
× subject: It's my birthday!
× mood: happy & stoned
× music: Six Feet Under - No Doubt (listen)

"Today is my birthday
And I get one every year
And some day
Hard to believe
But I'll be buried six feet underground
I'll be dead and gone, no longer around."

hellooooooooo! It's my birthday!! woo hoo!!

I just got home from work, It's currently 6:02pm. I got off at 4:30 but I stayed later because I had to FILE A POLICE REPORT (more on that in a bit) and my manager got us all pizza to celebrate my birthday. She also got me 2 lotions & a spray of my favorite scent from Bath & Bodyworks, Mad About You. I was just hanging with her and korrin and my other coworker Larry. Larry also stayed later cuz he was my witness LMFAO.

Anywayssss....... work was pretty good despite the incident. I had to do truck by myself today around 12 which ended up being a good thing. I got along really well with the truck driver. It was a 41 y/o dude that was jamming to the 90's house music playlist I had put on. We talked about life, the 90's, and he was asking me a bunch of questions about myself. I hit my vape in front of him and he asked if it was a weed pen and I said no because I had left it at home. He teased me like yeaaahhhhh right suuurrreeee. And I told him that my pen was almost empty and he was like "Well... I got some sativa... wanna take a break?" So we stepped outside and hid on the side of the truck that didn't face the giant senior center that is next door lmfao. Those old ppl are SNITCHES. We shared half of a pre-rolled joint and eventually during our convo I mentioned that it was my birthday and he ended up giving his other pre-roll to me. He was a really cool dude. He said he had seen me before, sometime during this summer. He said my manager had left and I was doing truck alone and I said "This is only my second time!!". Lmfao. He said I was a mess but I seemed to have a hang of it now. Man I'm so glad he smoked me out too because my leg was in so much pain and afterwards I felt great. I WAS BUSTING MY ASS getting shit done. I hope I get him as a driver again! He made my day.

So anyways. I guess I'll cover the police incident, I had to call the non-emergency number and have an officer sent out so that I could file a report against this dude that has been harassing us these past few days. He used to be one of our regulars & never really said much to us. A month or so ago I was on the phone w/ Family Dollar so that I could DENY getting insurance bc they take $200 out of our checks for that and I CAN NOT AFFORD THAT. ANYWAYS My manager was on register and he was trying to get our attention, basically acted like he needed to be taken care of before the line of people ahead of him. He started yelling at me because I was ignoring him and then he got into it with my manager. She told him to get out and never come back. Of course, since then, he comes back JUST to start fights with her. This leads us to YESTERDAY.

While I was out behind the store throwing trash, he came in and stole 4 25oz cans of Bush Ice or Bud Ice or something like that. He completely ignored my cashier, Larry, when he called the guy out on it and just continued out the door. He came back about an hour later while I was in the front and peeked his head in the store and yelled some gibberish that my cashier and I COULD NOT UNDERSTANd. At that point I had JUST hit my weed pen because the shift was almost over so I was very stoned and very scared. I was shaking like crazy... Anyways he walked away and came back AGAIN 15 minutes later. Luckily me and Larry were by the front door so AS SOON as I saw the guy I jumped behind the cooler and was like "LOCK THE DOOR LARRy. LARRY! LOCK THA DAOOR OMH LOCK IT LOCK IT" and he did. The dude started yelling through the door, talkin about "I need to talk to you" and "I'll wait out here". He left for good after that. I had texted my manager and she was at the store in like 5 minutes ready to kick his ass.

And all of that.. leads us to today. He came in around 10:49 AM, ON MY FUCKING BIRTHDAY, when I was BY MYSELF. And today I wasn't stoned and scared I was SOBER and PISSED. I yelled at him as soon as he walked in that he needed to leave and that we have him on camera stealing a bunch of beer. So he got loud back at me and started saying "ARE YOU A COP??? ARE YOU THE POLICE??? NO!! CALL THE POLICE! CALL EM!! CALL THE POLICE!!" And I literally JUST WANTED HIM TO LEAVE. I'm not getting physical cuz I would get my ass beat, and I didn't want to call the cops bc that is a headache I didn't want to deal with. (which is a dumb way to look at it... I shoulda called 911 as soon as he came in.) I just wanted him OUT. I'm not very intimidating, cuz even though I was yelling "GET THE FUCK OUT" He just walked his happy ass to the cooler and stole another beer.

He dropped a "FAGGOT" as he was walking out which is like ... girl... yeah, true. That word has no effect on me anymore, I've been called faggot so many times that I EMBRACE THAT SHIT. HELL YEAH BROTHER I AM ONE A THEM FAGS!!! A QUEER FELLA!!! Dumbass crackhead. My manager told me I needed to file a report so I had to call the non-emergency number and they sent an officer out. I told her exactly what happened and she gave me a sheet to fill out where I explained what happened and circled "I DO WISH TO PRESS CHARGES". Not me personally, but Family Dollar through me or something like that. He didn't do shit to me.. I'm not Abby Lee Miller, I can't file a police report because someone verbally assaulted me at a dance competition....

I waited until my manager got to work before filling out the report. I was detailed so it took me a while to write it all out. Timestamps and everything. I had to call the non-emergency number back and they sent out another officer that I briefly explained the situation to before giving him the report. I showed both cops a picture of him and they both recognized him. What a wild day. 23 started off with a bang.

Well. I smoked during that and now I am really baked and I hope I made sense..... I'm feeling kind of ANXIOUS sooo I'm gonna put on Daria and play a game or something. Enjoy the rest of my birthday. I love u I hope ur doing well ♥ see u soon.

Tuesday, November 14, 2023 - 1:55 PM
× subject: stoned.. listenin' to the cranberries
× mood: relaxed
× music: Pretty - The Cranberries (listen)

"You're so pretty the way you are
And you have no reason
To be so insolent to me
You're so pretty the way you are."

Hey there, I hope you are well. Today is my day off, sorta. I went in for an hour and a half to cover for my manager so she could go have thanksgiving lunch w/ her daughter at school. It reminded me of all the times my parents didn't show up to school events when I was a kid (which broke my little heart) so I was happy to cover for her. I just got home about an hour ago and smoked a little bit. Now I'm just looking over my website, seeing things I want to change. I've been listening to The Cranberries, I love them so much. It's been raining almost everyday this past week, today is the first day that the weather is clear. I've been feeling melancholic and nostalgic. Anyways, I just wanted to write a lil bit before making a list of things I want to work on.. Hopefully seeing it everytime I open this page will give me the motivation to actually do something! Oh my manager just sent out an updated schedule for this week and now I work 10-2 on Friday... I also get paid that day... Yeah I wanna go out. I want to go to Numbers on Friday.. I need to text everyone. It's been a while! I love Numbers so much, click HERE to learn more about my favorite club in Houston.


★ Add more pages to the "cool shit" section IT NEEDS MORE
★ Add sites to "the vault" section.. girl you have a whole list of links.. GEt to it plz.
★ Redo the friends page.. The Bratz idea was cute but it got old I can do somethin more interesting
★ Ask more friends to send u pics so you can add them to the damn website
★ The blinkies & buttons pages have gone unedited for years... fix that..
★ links to other sites on Neocities! There are so many cool people on here & sites that I love.

Tuesday, October 31, 2023 - 6:06 PM
× subject: * happy halloween! *
× mood: stoned
× music: Conspiracy - Paramore (listen)

"Where can I turn? 'Cause I need something more.
Surrounded by uncertainty, I'm so unsure.
Tell me why I feel so alone.
'Cause I need to know to whom do I owe."

Happy Halloween! I hope you're having a good week so far. I just got home from work, cuddled with my cat for a bit, sat on my patio to smoke a cigarette, and now I am here. howdy. I just hit my pen so I'm a lil toasty.. I feel good. I kind of want some taquitos.... yum.

Yesterday was chill, I was off. Sarah, Tay, & Jozelyn came over to hang out for most of the day. I had McDonalds for breakfast (even tho it was a burgie and fries) .. I don't have any plans for tonight, just relaxing at home. Cleaning & working on my website. My desk area is in shambles rn girl I need to organize.. but I want to play gamez instead. I've been playing a lot of TES: Morrowind lately. I randomly started a new game a few days ago and it's been consuming me. I love getting lost in the books in Elder Scrolls games.. the lore is so fucking good. I hope TES6 isn't a flop.

I'm off tomorrow. I can't wait to sleep in. I don't think I have anything planned, hopefully. I want to do nothing but lay in bed and work on my site.

Anyways.. Just wanted to ramble abt stuff for a bit. I'm gonna go work on other parts of my site, clean my apartment, & play some gamez.
I kind of want to go out this weekend. We'll see how things line up.. If not this weekend, then it'll be next weekend. I need to have a night out w/ my friendz.

blah blah blah well I hope u have a good day I will see u later!

Tuesday, October 24, 2023 - 1:55 PM
× subject: .: new site updatez :.
× mood: stoned
× music: Unknown - Iris (listen)

"I feel unknown
The ever still decay
But I can't stop
I carry on this way."

Hiii. I hope you're doing well.

Just making a quick update to say that I have been working on adding more pages to the "cool shit" part of my website. It has always been kind of bare so I want to FILL THAT BITCH UP. I've added a few new pages already! My doodles, Pokemon Cards, old Blingees, and some pictures from different cameras over the years. I'm planning on adding a page with some art that I made in my AP design class in high school soon.

I am also going to be adding a shrines section to that page in the near future. I've been planning on making some since I first made my website but I always put it off... I have some ideas but I just need the TIME and motivation to sit down and make em. I wish I didn't have to work so much.

Anywayz.. I don't have much to say right now! I kind of want to air fry some chicken nuggets...
I'm going to keep working on my site for a bit and then maybe play Saints Row 2. I hope u have a good week!

Saturday, October 7, 2023 - 4:17 PM
× subject: post-work rambling
× mood: slightly hungover, chillin'
× music: We Will Become Silhouettes - The Postal Service (listen)

"I've got a cupboard with cans of food
Filtered water, and pictures of you
And I'm not coming out until this is all over

And I'm looking through the glass
Where the light bends at the cracks
And I'm screaming at the top of my lungs
Pretending the echoes belong to someone
Someone I used to know."

Howdy! I am stoned off my little weed pen and fresh out tha shower. I just got off about an hour ago. Work was cool, I didn't do much cuz I am a little hungover from last night. Speaking of thaaat, last night was good. It ended up being Jayce, Jozelyn, Kiersten, and I. Kiersten met us there and we all hung out upstairs for a while at first, sippin on our drinks and talking. I started with a long island tee hee. We went through a rotation of hanging upstairs, going outside to smoke, and dancing under the disco ball.

It was nice. I ended up only having like 2 shots of vodka for the rest of the nite and then closed my tab which was only $13 something. I tipped $20 and we left around 12:30am. We ended up getting Whataburger on our way home. As soooon as we got back to our apartment I inhaled my patty melt, laid down on my heating pad, and passed the FUCK OUT. I had to get up at 8am for work and ended up here! Hittin my pen while listening to music and rambling on the web. Jozelyn is coming over soon to hang out and watch the new episode of AHS w/ me and Jayce.

I'm so hungry. Jayce just got off and he's picking up some Panera for us. I got a tomato soup bread bowl AHGhkihnsdoih. I need it in my ass NOW. I'm going to fucking murder it.
well that's all that's going on in my dinky little head right now.. I'm going to go work on other parts of my site while I await the tomato soup bread bowl anal insertion.

I hope u are well, I'll see ya around again soon!

Friday, October 6, 2023 - 7:12 PM
× subject: .:*:.going out tonite.:*:.
× mood: excited
× music: Home Now - No Doubt (listen)

"I'm hanging out with me
and you're a vacant chair.
A chosen compromise.
This space we rarely share.

And if you lived here you'd
be home now.

So what you giving' up for me?
And what shall I give up for you?
Aimless expectations passing by."

Well hiiii there stranger. I hope you've had a good week!
I'm currently hanging out with Jozelyn & Jayyyyce.
We're eating these little sliders that Jayce made while they watch Drag Race UK & I tip tap piddle paddle on my little keyboard while listening to No Doubt.
We're going out to Numbers in a few hoursss along w/ Kiersten. Tay & Sarah may come too but that is currently TBD...Korrin was going to come as well but she is not feeling good.

I have no idea what I am going to wear. Well, I was thinking about wearing my Von Dutch tank top again.. possibly just wearing what I wore last time we went out bc it was cute. Actually yeah I think that's exactly what I'm going to wear. Well.. that saves me some time.. I love being an outfit repeater.

We're leaving in about an hour & a half. I'm exciiiiitedddd. I want to inhale a long island iced tea and get under that disco ball IMMEDIATELY!!! I guess I should wrap this up so that I can start getting ready.. My hair is a mess, I need to shave, MAkEUP, CLOTHES, AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

I hope you have a great weekend! I'll see u around!

Wednesday, October 4, 2023 - 6:49 PM
× subject: stoned ramblez
× mood: stoned & hungry
× music: Swollen - Bent (listen)

"With you in my garden
It's more peaceful inside
I don't need anything else
To make me feel alive

You electrify me
And I want to be in your arms
For always

Our love is swollen
Made of the quietest shade of loud
Holds me like an anchor
Floats just like a cloud."

Hey! Just making a little update here to say that I archived some of my posts below to clear up some space on this page. I hope you are well. Today has been good so far, I just got off of work like an hour ago and now I'm working on my site and watching Dance Moms clips.

Work was good, albeit a little hectic. We had an urgent recall on almost all of our medicine plus some baby medicine, feminine products, hair care, & some other stuff. It was crazy. I printed out 7 pages full of products that we had to pull. I filled up 4 or 5 baskets & like 6 big plastic buckets with everything. Nobody told us why this was all being recalled... and I think it was for every Family Dollar (At least in our district) so if you have bought any health / beauty items from there lately you are guaranteed a violent death or like... mutated limbs or something.

Wellllll Kiersten is coming over to hang out and she is bringing SUBWAY so I am gonna wrap this up here.
I'm going out w/ my fave bitches this Friday sooo I'll probably make anotha update then.. I hope u have a good week!

I will see u laterrrrrrrrr.

Thursday, September 7, 2023 - 11:39 PM
× subject: .New UpDateZ.
× mood: sleepy
× music: That's Just Me - No Doubt (listen)

"You think that I will change,
but you know that will never be.
I'm just that way and that's just me.
Well it's just the way I am
and I am doing all I can.
Why can't you see? I just can't change.
Well I could care less what you see.
I'm just nevertheless here for me.

You're always getting what you want
but you still keep looking.
I guess you're just never getting what you need.
With your eyes wide open,
you still keep looking for your dreams."

Hii. I hope ur well. I'm doing good, excited to go to Numbers tomorrow.

I've been working on my site pretty much all day since I got home from work. I finally made a Myspace contact table! I think it's cute. I'll probably end up making more in the future to switch out w/ my current one. I decided to replace my web ring section w/ it... I think I'm going to move that somewhere else either on my index or another page.. I am not sure yet.

I added a whole bunch of Myspace icons to the 'cool shit' section. Now I just need to add more blinkies & buttons.. I have a ton scattered around my PC. Speeakiinngg of the cool shit section, I added a bunch of pix that I've taken on different old cams that I own. I really want to expand that part of my site more.

OH. An update on my 360. So after I finished writing my last post I put a bunch of songs on a USB stick and tried to move them onto my Xbox before finding out that was NOT possible. I ended up having to burn 4 seperate CDs so that I could rip them onto the Xbox. It was fun. The MP3 player function in Saints Row 1 is cool. Also yeah, I fucking love SR1. It's a great game.

Here's my current Xbox game collection:

★ Saints Row 1
★ Space Channel 5: Part 2 (I FUCKING LOVE THIS GAME)
★ Thrillville
★ Counter-Strike Classic
★ The Urbz: Sims In The City
★ Fable 2

I also found out that Xbox classic games can only be played using an official Xbox 360 hard drive... which I do not have lmfao. I'm going to have to buy one on eBay when I get paid tomorrow.

Welllll..... that's about all for now. I'm pretty tired. I think I might play GTA 4 for a bit and then head 2 bed.
I will see u laterrr


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