Ended up eating the tacos that were waiting for me in the microwave. My cat, Walter, was up my ass. So I sat on the couch and cuddled with him. Then I laid down.. AND THEN I WOKE UP. omg.. he's so sweet. His purring put my ass to SLEEP.. he was smothering me when I woke up. now I am here at my computer.. awake. Blaring music again. I think I'm gonna go to bed soon.. again.. or .. idk. I'm so delirious.



"I've been hating everything
Everything that could have been
Could have been my anything
Now everything's embarrassing

Acting like it's nothing, such a bore
I saw the truth and I just can't ignore
You're trying to hold the heart that you once tore

Say I tried to give my best before
You wouldn't have the chance to give me more
You're only one step closer to the door"

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I just got home from work and chugged a buzzball.. I am blaring music from my speaker.. I feel good. I'm going to be on vacation in California in less than a week! I am considering bringing my laptop with me so I can do daily posts from Cali about what I get up to. Which reminds me, I haven't done SHIT around my website lately. Just regular minor changes.. I need to get my ass in gear and do some shit around here. Until then, it's just incessant rambling here. Tee hee.

I'm definitely going to bring my camcorder to get some cool vids around LA. I WILL be visiting Thirteen filming locations while I am there, I have a list of different places to check out, mostly around melrose avenue. What used to be the Skechers store, Red Balls, Planet Hollywood. All gone now, but I don't care! 16 year old me would love this. Also will be visiting the street that Tracy lived on (even though the house was demolished shortly after filming.. sad). I also want to go take pics in front of Portola middle school, where the movie was shot. And no, NOT while school is in session. AND YES, I KNOW, It will look strange as a 25 year old man to be taking pics in front of a middle school.. BUT.. my 16 year old sister, who LOVES Thirteen, will be there taking pics with me. So yay! I'm not a creep, that movie just means so much to me!

Anyways. I don't have much else to say! I'm off the next 2 days, so I think I'm going to stay up late. Drinking and dancing around my room. Then I will put on old episodes of Airline and pass out.. I will see you later. Here's some songs I've had on rotation lately:















"A boy is good for nothing, can't give you nothing. I'm sick of nothing."

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I was up for like 20 hours on Sunday.. that shit sucked. I slept until like 3pm yesterday. I got up and was stressed about how messy my room was, so I decided to clean. I was standing in front of my space heater trying to warm up when I got the itch to move furniture around. I stood there for a good 20 minutes trying to picture how I could place things before I gave up and opened The Sims 3. I recreated my room and moved shit around until I made up my mind.

It took me all day to clean, move things around, rearrange the posters on my wall, and redecorate. I didn't finish until around midnight. I passed the fuck out afterwards. Here's some pictures of what my room looks like right now:




I woke up pretty early, around 7:30. I couldn't fall back asleep and I was hungry so I decided to shower and go to Subway. I hung out with my mom for a while and she ended up coming with me, that was nice. I love hanging out with her. I just finished stuffing my face while watching Philip DeFranco. Now I'm here, working on my site and listening to music. I've been playing The Sims Stories games recently. I finished Life Stories, now I'm playing Castaway Stories, and then I'll play Pets Stories. I haven't played them since like... 2018? I don't even know.

Well.. that's about it for now. I'm waiting for Korrin to get home so we can play DBD. I'll see ya later.

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I am clearing up space on this page, links to old posts are at the bottom like usual. I'm keeping the theme I've been using lately because I like it.

Today has been pretty good. I was supposed to work from 6am to 2pm, but ended up getting a surprise day off. The weather in Durango has been crazy, so the truck never came. The bad part is I have to work a double tomorrow.. But then I have the next 2 days off to relax, so it's whatever.

I woke up around 8am and waited for my manager to tell me to come in. I rewatched 13 Going on 30 while playing Mirrors Edge for a bit. She ended up texting around 11 something saying that we didn't have to come in today, so I went back to sleep. I woke up around 3pm and took a shower. I finally finished downloading songs for my little sisters MP3 player, I gave it to her yesterday. When I got out of the shower she gave me a list of around 60 more songs to add to it. I just spent the last couple hours doing that, plus I added a ton of songs from my personal library that I think she would like. She is sooo happy.

I'm going to California in less than 3 weeks, and then I'll be in Texas for 2 weeks in April. I am so excited for both of these trips, I NEED A VACATION! I need to see my friends, go out with my girls, and DANCE! And spend a week relaxing in a hot tub in California (when I'm not being a tourist around LA!). And then I'll be in Vegas in May for a night of fun before seeing No Doubt live. I love being alive right now.

Other than that.. not much going on. I've been playing Dead by Daylight with Korrin almost everyday, I love playing 2v8. I love that game in general.. It is so much fun. Anyways, that's all for now. Korrin and I are about to play DBD.. tee hee.. I'll see ya later.

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