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Tuesday, October 7, 2025 - 5:34 PM Mountain Time (MT)
★ subject:  more updates
★ mood:  still sick
★ music:  To Ulrike M. Doris Days (listen)

Hello I spent most of today making minor changes around here. Here's some of what I did:

★ Added some graphics to the "Others" page and changed the layout a bit. Check that out here.

★ I added over 60 images to the page for pics taken with my Samsung WB150F camera.

★ Uploaded some new pictures to my pics page.



I am still sick. I'm feeling better but I'm still very congested. Bleh. I am going to make a sandwich and play Tomb Raider AOD. I'll see ya later.

This band is one of my top favorites. Their lyrics strike a chord with me.
The 1996 album, Live In Poland, is amazing start to finish. Places is also a great EP.




Sunday, October 5, 2025 - 11:21 PM Mountain Time (MT)
★ subject:  dreams
★ mood:  SICK!!
★ music:  Kiss Of Life Sade (listen)

Dreams are such a fascinating part of life. I got home after my 16 hour hell shift yesterday and noticed that my cough hurt a bit more than normal. I went to bed hoping for the best, but woke up around 8 this morning feeling like shit. I scrolled through reels on IG for a few minutes before rolling over and going back to sleep.

That's when I had my fever dream.. best way I could describe that. I can never remember them except for when I fall back asleep in the morning. I was somewhere in Colorado at this nice hotel. I was with a guy that I briefly dated a few months ago and his friends. The room we were in looked like one of those hotel banquet rooms, but converted into a huge room with wide beds everywhere. The ceiling was so high up and the windows covered the walls top to bottom. I kept trying to talk to everyone, but nobody could understand me or was listening to me.

On top of that, I kept misplacing all of my stuff and couldn't find anything. And for whatever reason I was supposed to catch a flight back to NM, but ended up missing it? My memory of the dream is kinda foggy. I think I ended up driving home? It doesn't matter. I woke up feeling the same stress and panic that I felt in my dream. And then I got on Youtube and one of the first shorts I came across was a clip from a movie where a girl was trying to explain what was happening to her, CLEARLY, but nobody understood or listened to her. That shit stressed me out even more.



Anyways... I feel like shit. I am so sick. I just ate dinner and drank some Nyquil.. I think it's time to lay in bed and play Little Big Planet 2 until I pass out. I just wanted to ramble. I have the next 2 days off and all I plan on doing is resting and maybe working on my website. I'll see ya later.

Friday, October 3, 2025 - 10:37 PM Mountain Time (MT)
★ subject:  website updates
★ mood:  stoned
★ music:  brand new dude Faerybabyy (listen)

I have finally been consumed with the urge to work on my website. I hope it sticks. I just wanted to make a small post to mention some updates I have made around here today:

★ I decorated my home page for Halloween! I love changing up the theme for holidays.. I can't wait for christmas! I'm going to bring back the dog playing piano to Sims 1 music... (scroll to the bottom)

★ I uploaded over 100 blinkies to my collection. I have been bitten by the blinkie bug.

★ I made some dollz and uploaded them to that page.

★ I added a handful of songs to the iPod playlist on my home page.



And these are some ideas I have for future updates:

☆ A new theme for this page. I might actually do that after finishing this.. so no more Cocteau Twins theme. I also need a better way of linking to past posts. I might make a seperate page for that, I don't know.

☆ I either need to upload more buttons or remove that page. I am pretty sure that page has remained unchanged since 2018 or 2019...

☆ finishing shrines....

☆ MORE COOL SHIT PAGES



I don't knowww. I need to finish or update so many pages around here. Blah. I need to go to bed. I'm going to be at work from 6am until around 10:15pm tomorrow. I have like 2.5 hours on break though.. so that's good. I need the money.

I enjoyed yesterday and today off. I spent most of it rotting in bed watching that 70s show or replaying Silent Hill 3, which I finished earlier today before taking a nap until a few hours ago. It's storming now, the thunder is loud as shit. I want to keep working on my website but I'm waking up at 4... AHHHH. Okay . Well. I will see you later Here's some music:









Thursday, October 2, 2025 - 12:31 AM Mountain Time (MT)
★ subject:  Life updates
★ mood:  Happy
★ music:  poor little baby Faerybabyy (NEW SONG!! I LOVE HER!!) (listen)

Hello! I never update my website anymore... Real life is taking over and I rarely have time to rot and get lost in code. I'm sitting at my computer having a glass of wine. By a glass I mean having a few sips of my boxed wine straight from the tap. I haven't been drinking as much since I got home from my Texas trip.

Speaking of which, that was an emotional roller coaster. I had an amazing time seeing most of my friends. I love those bitches more than words could ever express.

Anywaysysysysys. I didn't come here to ramble too much. Here's something I just made in Photoshop:



I love messing around in Photoshop.

Anywayssssssssssss. One of my regulars at work gave me some weed today and I am itching to try it out. I only smoke before bed nowadays sooo I am gonna get stoned and lay in bed while watching That 70s show until I fall asleep. Bitch I am off the next 2 days, I am going to RELAX. I hope that you're doing well. I will see you around.

(And maybe make changes around my website teee heeee...)
Thursday, September 25, 2025 - 1:27 AM Mountain Time (MT)
★ subject:  I can't sleep
★ mood:  restless
★ music:  She Smokes in Bed TV Girl (listen)















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