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× subject: It's my birthday! × mood:  happy & stoned × music: Six Feet Under - No Doubt (listen) |
"Today is my birthdayAnd I get one every year And some day Hard to believe But I'll be buried six feet underground I'll be dead and gone, no longer around." hellooooooooo! It's my birthday!! woo hoo!!  I just got home from work, It's currently 6:02pm. I got off at 4:30 but I stayed later because I had to FILE A POLICE REPORT (more on that in a bit) and my manager got us all pizza to celebrate my birthday. She also got me 2 lotions & a spray of my favorite scent from Bath & Bodyworks, Mad About You. I was just hanging with her and korrin and my other coworker Larry. Larry also stayed later cuz he was my witness LMFAO. Anywayssss....... work was pretty good despite the incident. I had to do truck by myself today around 12 which ended up being a good thing. I got along really well with the truck driver. It was a 41 y/o dude that was jamming to the 90's house music playlist I had put on. We talked about life, the 90's, and he was asking me a bunch of questions about myself. I hit my vape in front of him and he asked if it was a weed pen and I said no because I had left it at home. He teased me like yeaaahhhhh right suuurrreeee. And I told him that my pen was almost empty and he was like "Well... I got some sativa... wanna take a break?" So we stepped outside and hid on the side of the truck that didn't face the giant senior center that is next door lmfao. Those old ppl are SNITCHES. We shared half of a pre-rolled joint and eventually during our convo I mentioned that it was my birthday and he ended up giving his other pre-roll to me. He was a really cool dude. He said he had seen me before, sometime during this summer. He said my manager had left and I was doing truck alone and I said "This is only my second time!!". Lmfao. He said I was a mess but I seemed to have a hang of it now. Man I'm so glad he smoked me out too because my leg was in so much pain and afterwards I felt great. I WAS BUSTING MY ASS getting shit done. I hope I get him as a driver again! He made my day. So anyways. I guess I'll cover the police incident, I had to call the non-emergency number and have an officer sent out so that I could file a report against this dude that has been harassing us these past few days. He used to be one of our regulars & never really said much to us. A month or so ago I was on the phone w/ Family Dollar so that I could DENY getting insurance bc they take $200 out of our checks for that and I CAN NOT AFFORD THAT. ANYWAYS My manager was on register and he was trying to get our attention, basically acted like he needed to be taken care of before the line of people ahead of him. He started yelling at me because I was ignoring him and then he got into it with my manager. She told him to get out and never come back. Of course, since then, he comes back JUST to start fights with her. This leads us to YESTERDAY. While I was out behind the store throwing trash, he came in and stole 4 25oz cans of Bush Ice or Bud Ice or something like that. He completely ignored my cashier, Larry, when he called the guy out on it and just continued out the door. He came back about an hour later while I was in the front and peeked his head in the store and yelled some gibberish that my cashier and I COULD NOT UNDERSTANd. At that point I had JUST hit my weed pen because the shift was almost over so I was very stoned and very scared. I was shaking like crazy... Anyways he walked away and came back AGAIN 15 minutes later. Luckily me and Larry were by the front door so AS SOON as I saw the guy I jumped behind the cooler and was like "LOCK THE DOOR LARRy. LARRY! LOCK THA DAOOR OMH LOCK IT LOCK IT" and he did. The dude started yelling through the door, talkin about "I need to talk to you" and "I'll wait out here". He left for good after that. I had texted my manager and she was at the store in like 5 minutes ready to kick his ass. And all of that.. leads us to today. He came in around 10:49 AM, ON MY FUCKING BIRTHDAY, when I was BY MYSELF. And today I wasn't stoned and scared I was SOBER and PISSED. I yelled at him as soon as he walked in that he needed to leave and that we have him on camera stealing a bunch of beer. So he got loud back at me and started saying "ARE YOU A COP??? ARE YOU THE POLICE??? NO!! CALL THE POLICE! CALL EM!! CALL THE POLICE!!" And I literally JUST WANTED HIM TO LEAVE. I'm not getting physical cuz I would get my ass beat, and I didn't want to call the cops bc that is a headache I didn't want to deal with. (which is a dumb way to look at it... I shoulda called 911 as soon as he came in.) I just wanted him OUT. I'm not very intimidating, cuz even though I was yelling "GET THE FUCK OUT" He just walked his happy ass to the cooler and stole another beer. He dropped a "FAGGOT" as he was walking out which is like ... girl... yeah, true. That word has no effect on me anymore, I've been called faggot so many times that I EMBRACE THAT SHIT. HELL YEAH BROTHER I AM ONE A THEM FAGS!!! A QUEER FELLA!!! Dumbass crackhead. My manager told me I needed to file a report so I had to call the non-emergency number and they sent an officer out. I told her exactly what happened and she gave me a sheet to fill out where I explained what happened and circled "I DO WISH TO PRESS CHARGES". Not me personally, but Family Dollar through me or something like that. He didn't do shit to me.. I'm not Abby Lee Miller, I can't file a police report because someone verbally assaulted me at a dance competition.... I waited until my manager got to work before filling out the report. I was detailed so it took me a while to write it all out. Timestamps and everything. I had to call the non-emergency number back and they sent out another officer that I briefly explained the situation to before giving him the report. I showed both cops a picture of him and they both recognized him. What a wild day. 23 started off with a bang. Well. I smoked during that and now I am really baked and I hope I made sense..... I'm feeling kind of ANXIOUS sooo I'm gonna put on Daria and play a game or something. Enjoy the rest of my birthday. I love u I hope ur doing well ♥ see u soon.
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× subject: stoned.. listenin' to the cranberries × mood:  relaxed × music: Pretty - The Cranberries (listen) |
"You're so pretty the way you areAnd you have no reason To be so insolent to me You're so pretty the way you are." Hey there, I hope you are well. Today is my day off, sorta. I went in for an hour and a half to cover for my manager so she could go have thanksgiving lunch w/ her daughter at school. It reminded me of all the times my parents didn't show up to school events when I was a kid (which broke my little heart) so I was happy to cover for her. I just got home about an hour ago and smoked a little bit. Now I'm just looking over my website, seeing things I want to change. I've been listening to The Cranberries, I love them so much. It's been raining almost everyday this past week, today is the first day that the weather is clear. I've been feeling melancholic and nostalgic. Anyways, I just wanted to write a lil bit before making a list of things I want to work on.. Hopefully seeing it everytime I open this page will give me the motivation to actually do something! Oh my manager just sent out an updated schedule for this week and now I work 10-2 on Friday... I also get paid that day... Yeah I wanna go out. I want to go to Numbers on Friday.. I need to text everyone. It's been a while! I love Numbers so much, click HERE to learn more about my favorite club in Houston. TO-DO LIST BITCH: ★ Add more pages to the "cool shit" section IT NEEDS MORE ★ Add sites to "the vault" section.. girl you have a whole list of links.. GEt to it plz. ★ Redo the friends page.. The Bratz idea was cute but it got old I can do somethin more interesting ★ Ask more friends to send u pics so you can add them to the damn website ★ The blinkies & buttons pages have gone unedited for years... fix that.. ★ links to other sites on Neocities! There are so many cool people on here & sites that I love. ★ Work on SHRINES! HELLO
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× subject: * happy halloween! * × mood:  stoned × music: Conspiracy - Paramore (listen) |
"Where can I turn? 'Cause I need something more.Surrounded by uncertainty, I'm so unsure. Tell me why I feel so alone. 'Cause I need to know to whom do I owe." Happy Halloween!  I hope you're having a good week so far. I just got home from work, cuddled with my cat for a bit, sat on my patio to smoke a cigarette, and now I am here. howdy. I just hit my pen so I'm a lil toasty.. I feel good.  I kind of want some taquitos.... yum. Yesterday was chill, I was off. Sarah, Tay, & Jozelyn came over to hang out for most of the day. I had McDonalds for breakfast (even tho it was a burgie and fries)  .. I don't have any plans for tonight, just relaxing at home. Cleaning & working on my website. My desk area is in shambles rn girl I need to organize.. but I want to play gamez instead. I've been playing a lot of TES: Morrowind lately. I randomly started a new game a few days ago and it's been consuming me. I love getting lost in the books in Elder Scrolls games.. the lore is so fucking good. I hope TES6 isn't a flop.I'm off tomorrow.  I can't wait to sleep in. I don't think I have anything planned, hopefully. I want to do nothing but lay in bed and work on my site. Anyways.. Just wanted to ramble abt stuff for a bit. I'm gonna go work on other parts of my site, clean my apartment, & play some gamez.  I kind of want to go out this weekend. We'll see how things line up.. If not this weekend, then it'll be next weekend. I need to have a night out w/ my friendz. blah blah blah well I hope u have a good day I will see u later!
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× subject: .: new site updatez :. × mood: stoned × music: Unknown - Iris (listen) |
"I feel unknownThe ever still decay But I can't stop I carry on this way." Hiii. I hope you're doing well.Just making a quick update to say that I have been working on adding more pages to the "cool shit" part of my website. It has always been kind of bare so I want to FILL THAT BITCH UP. I've added a few new pages already! My doodles, Pokemon Cards, old Blingees, and some pictures from different cameras over the years. I'm planning on adding a page with some art that I made in my AP design class in high school soon. I am also going to be adding a shrines section to that page in the near future. I've been planning on making some since I first made my website but I always put it off... I have some ideas but I just need the TIME and motivation to sit down and make em. I wish I didn't have to work so much.  Anywayz.. I don't have much to say right now! I kind of want to air fry some chicken nuggets... I'm going to keep working on my site for a bit and then maybe play Saints Row 2. I hope u have a good week!
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× subject: post-work rambling × mood:  slightly hungover, chillin' × music: We Will Become Silhouettes - The Postal Service (listen) |
"I've got a cupboard with cans of foodFiltered water, and pictures of you And I'm not coming out until this is all over And I'm looking through the glass Where the light bends at the cracks And I'm screaming at the top of my lungs Pretending the echoes belong to someone Someone I used to know." Howdy! I am stoned off my little weed pen and fresh out tha shower. I just got off about an hour ago. Work was cool, I didn't do much cuz I am a little hungover from last night.  Speaking of thaaat, last night was good. It ended up being Jayce, Jozelyn, Kiersten, and I. Kiersten met us there and we all hung out upstairs for a while at first, sippin on our drinks and talking. I started with a long island tee hee. We went through a rotation of hanging upstairs, going outside to smoke, and dancing under the disco ball.It was nice. I ended up only having like 2 shots of vodka for the rest of the nite and then closed my tab which was only $13 something. I tipped $20 and we left around 12:30am. We ended up getting Whataburger on our way home. As soooon as we got back to our apartment I inhaled my patty melt, laid down on my heating pad, and passed the FUCK OUT. I had to get up at 8am for work and ended up here! Hittin my pen while listening to music and rambling on the web. Jozelyn is coming over soon to hang out and watch the new episode of AHS w/ me and Jayce. I'm so hungry. Jayce just got off and he's picking up some Panera for us.  I got a tomato soup bread bowl AHGhkihnsdoih. I need it in my ass NOW. I'm going to fucking murder it.well that's all that's going on in my dinky little head right now.. I'm going to go work on other parts of my site while I await the tomato soup bread bowl anal insertion. I hope u are well, I'll see ya around again soon!
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× subject: .:*:.going out tonite.:*:. × mood:  excited × music: Home Now - No Doubt (listen) |
 
"I'm hanging out with meand you're a vacant chair. A chosen compromise. This space we rarely share. And if you lived here you'd be home now. So what you giving' up for me? And what shall I give up for you? Aimless expectations passing by." Well hiiii there stranger. I hope you've had a good week!I'm currently hanging out with Jozelyn & Jayyyyce. We're eating these little sliders that Jayce made while they watch Drag Race UK & I tip tap piddle paddle on my little keyboard while listening to No Doubt. We're going out to Numbers in a few hoursss along w/ Kiersten. Tay & Sarah may come too but that is currently TBD...Korrin was going to come as well but she is not feeling good. I have no idea what I am going to wear.  Well, I was thinking about wearing my Von Dutch tank top again.. possibly just wearing what I wore last time we went out bc it was cute. Actually yeah I think that's exactly what I'm going to wear. Well.. that saves me some time.. I love being an outfit repeater. I want to inhale a long island iced tea and get under that disco ball IMMEDIATELY!!!
I guess I should wrap this up so that I can start getting ready.. My hair is a mess, I need to shave, MAkEUP, CLOTHES, AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.I hope you have a great weekend! I'll see u around! 
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× subject: stoned ramblez × mood: stoned & hungry × music: Swollen - Bent (listen) |
"With you in my gardenIt's more peaceful inside I don't need anything else To make me feel alive You electrify me And I want to be in your arms For always Our love is swollen Made of the quietest shade of loud Holds me like an anchor Floats just like a cloud." Hey!  Just making a little update here to say that I archived some of my posts below to clear up some space on this page.
I hope you are well. Today has been good so far, I just got off of work like an hour ago and now I'm working on my site and watching Dance Moms clips.Work was good, albeit a little hectic. We had an urgent recall on almost all of our medicine plus some baby medicine, feminine products, hair care, & some other stuff. It was crazy. I printed out 7 pages full of products that we had to pull. I filled up 4 or 5 baskets & like 6 big plastic buckets with everything. Nobody told us why this was all being recalled... and I think it was for every Family Dollar (At least in our district) so if you have bought any health / beauty items from there lately you are guaranteed a violent death or like... mutated limbs or something.  Wellllll Kiersten is coming over to hang out and she is bringing SUBWAY so I am gonna wrap this up here. I'm going out w/ my fave bitches this Friday sooo I'll probably make anotha update then.. I hope u have a good week! I will see u laterrrrrrrrr.
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× subject: .New UpDateZ. × mood:  sleepy × music: That's Just Me - No Doubt (listen) |
"You think that I will change,but you know that will never be. I'm just that way and that's just me. Well it's just the way I am and I am doing all I can. Why can't you see? I just can't change. Well I could care less what you see. I'm just nevertheless here for me. You're always getting what you want but you still keep looking. I guess you're just never getting what you need. With your eyes wide open, you still keep looking for your dreams." Hii. I hope ur well. I'm doing good, excited to go to Numbers tomorrow.I've been working on my site pretty much all day since I got home from work. I finally made a Myspace contact table! I think it's cute. I'll probably end up making more in the future to switch out w/ my current one. I decided to replace my web ring section w/ it... I think I'm going to move that somewhere else either on my index or another page.. I am not sure yet. I added a whole bunch of Myspace icons to the 'cool shit' section. Now I just need to add more blinkies & buttons.. I have a ton scattered around my PC. Speeakiinngg of the cool shit section, I added a bunch of pix that I've taken on different old cams that I own. I really want to expand that part of my site more. OH. An update on my 360. So after I finished writing my last post I put a bunch of songs on a USB stick and tried to move them onto my Xbox before finding out that was NOT possible. I ended up having to burn 4 seperate CDs so that I could rip them onto the Xbox. It was fun. The MP3 player function in Saints Row 1 is cool. Also yeah, I fucking love SR1. It's a great game. Here's my current Xbox game collection: ★ Saints Row 1 ★ Space Channel 5: Part 2 (I FUCKING LOVE THIS GAME) ★ Thrillville ★ Counter-Strike Classic ★ The Urbz: Sims In The City ★ Fable 2 I also found out that Xbox classic games can only be played using an official Xbox 360 hard drive... which I do not have lmfao. I'm going to have to buy one on eBay when I get paid tomorrow. Welllll..... that's about all for now. I'm pretty tired. I think I might play GTA 4 for a bit and then head 2 bed. I will see u laterrr
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