What's up? I hope you're doin' well. I'm doing pretty fucking good, to be honest. I just filed my taxes, picked my little sister up from school, and took a shower. I haven't been at home these past few days, I was in Albuquerque with Sam and her friend Drea for the Pouya concert. Sam n I left for ABQ on Saturday morning. We got there early in the afternoon and our first stop was a sex shop where I bought some cute see-through underwear and a sexy harness thing. Here's some pics:



Afterwards we went to this sandwich place called Cheba Hut, which ended up being really fucking good. I can't remember the name of what I got.. I just let Sam pick for me since it was my first visit. It was a chicken bacon ranch sandwich w/ garlic bread. After that we made our way to a liqour store to stock up for the night before making our way to Drea's house. We bought a boxed bag of twisted tea and some green apple shots. Just typing those words gave me flashbacks...

Anyways, without going into too much detail: We got pretty drunk, got dressed, and got a Lyft to the venue. The night was awesome, it was pretty intense. I had a really good time. Here's some pics:




We had pizza and wings delivered to Drea's house and we inhaled that shit as soon as we got back. We drank some more and then passed out.

The next day, yesterday, we went to BJ's brewery to eat and get a little tipsy before we went shopping at some other sex shops in the area. I got some more cute underwear:



I love going to sex shops, especially with friends. It's always a fun time plus they have THE CUTEST CLOTHES!!! But now I'm a broke little bitch.. ugh.

I love going to big cities cuz I like to tease random men on Grindr. I have come to the conclusion that meaningless sex with strangers doesn't fulfill the needs that I have. I want LOVE, passion, romance, the works. All of that shit. But that doesn't mean that I don't like to mess around with men that I will never talk to again. I mostly just open the app to go online, and then watch my phone BLOW UP. Sometimes when I'm drinking I'll send my album to people who ask nicely.. when really I should be sending them the link to my OF. I need to stop giving that shit out for freeee but I just .. love sharing. My body is the only thing I am truly confident about.

But yeah anyways.. life.. sex.. money.. all that stuff. I wish I was dead! Or rich.. Or both? ... Idk. My OF is still pretty new, and ppl have subscribed despite me NOT advertising.. I was thinking about making some 90's styled internet ads for it to put SOMEWHERE around here.. but that means that I should probably put a warning when you first visit my site..? I mean, regardless, I think there probably should be a warning on here cuz I just be talking about and sharing everything. I just don't think about that shit! I hate children and I think they should be set on fire. Anyone under 21 shouldn't even LOOK at me. GO AWAY!! But yeah.. we'll see what I do about that. I will never post full explicit porn shit here, that's just too much. Plus when I get stoned I always end up anxious and I delete shit that is too risky.. y'know?

Whateverrrrr. I'm going to go smoke for the first time today and then comb gifcities for old websites to check out. And to download graphics to use for my site. I'm having a lazy day yaaaay. I hope you're having a good day, I will see ya later. <3

Hiiiiiiii. I hope you've had a good day. I got home from work and I was going to update some pages around here but instead I drank wine, put on degrassi, and took some webcam pix. Sooooooo ummm hi hello here is the update. Tee hee. It's 12:30am aaaand I was supposed to have tomorrow off but agreed to come in to help my manager out.. smh. I mean, I can't REALLY complain. I was just planning on spending tomorrow getting stoned and working on my website, which isn't too productive?? Or like.. It is for me... but... money... you know?? I am a little whore for cash rn. So I'm gonna be a good little retail slave.. I want to die.

ANYWAYS!!! omg LOOK at this pic I took LOOK HOW LONG MY HAIR IS GETTING:



I want it to touch my ass before I cut it short again. I miss having short hair, I feel like I was more handsome with it. But I LOVE having long hair. I wasn't even planning for it to get this long.. I moved out of my grandparents house and just couldn't budget for a haircut, so I doubled down and grew it out. I don't know whaaaat I am doing.

AH okay uh I don't want to drunk ramble tooooo much, so I'm just going to add some of the sexy pics I took down below aaaand I'm gonna fuck off. Watch degrassi and go to bed. I hope that you're doing well.. I will have free time to work on my website tomorrow night and on Thursday. Weell... At this point thursday is technically tomorrow.. ANYWAYS!! BYE I will see you later!

Hey what's up? I hope that you're doing good. I'm doing alright. I had been pretty depressed these past few months, but I am slowly coming around. I think it might be because it's starting to get warmer. Even though it snowed yesterday! The day before yesterday, the high was 70 degrees. The weather is bipolar right now or something. I can't wait for summer so I can drink buzzballs and float in the river with Sam! Here is a pic I took of the snow yesterday:



I spent all day yesterday making some changes around my website. Here's some of what I did:

★ I added a ton of avatars to the myspace icons page, check it out here.

★ I revamped the iPod archive page. Check it out here.

★ I changed the background on the Cool Shit page for the first time in years. I was thinking about changing the buttons too, but I'm not sure what I want to do with them. I need to add more pages! Check that out here.

★ I made some dollz and added them to my dollz page. If you don't know, there is a link on that page where you can download a collection of dollz files that I have collected from old websites on the internet archive. If you want to make your own dollz for your website, check that page out. Here's a couple I made:

       

★ I made a new 88x31 button to link to me:



I also added a link to a YouTube to MP3 converter I like to use at the bottom of my links page, check that page out here.

That's about all for now. I might update my website when I get home tonight or I might play games with friends.. either way I have the next 2 days off to make changes around here. (Or maybe finish the 1000 incomplete pages) I'll see you later!

AHHH!! Oh my god. Okay. So before I start, I have to mention that I was about to screen record our conversation and as I was halfway through her message SHE RESPONDED TO ME LMFAO. I instantly read it... embarassing! LMFAO. Anyways...

Ummm Hello! I just got home from work. So in my last post I linked to a Sims 2 music video I made to Faerybabyy's song "connie". I spent the whole day making it! I originally uploaded it directly onto my site, but I didn't like that the thumbnail was a black box so I uploaded it to my YouTube channel and just linked from there. Well, FAERYBABYY SAW IT! She left a really sweet comment and then shared it to her IG story. I responded to her story and said that I made it and she sent me a couple of voice notes and I sent her one back. Like I said at the start of this post, she JUST responded to me as I was recording it... LMFAO. Here's a pic of what she said on her IG story:



I feel like it would be disrespectful to share the audio??? Like idk I am a little tipsy right now so I may be overthinking... (Sam and I took a shot after work) But I know for damn sure I am not sharing my nervous gay voice message on here so I am giving her the same respect :D Here's a screenshot of our messages:



And here's the transcripts of our voice notes:

Faerybabyy: "Okay I'm driving so I'm not supposed to text and drive but literally thank you so much. I have a huge addiction to video games and Sims was every pivotal part in forming that video game addictive part of my personality because I used to play so much as a kid and I actually relapsed like i guess it was like 5 days ago now because I just stopped today but I played for 4 days straight and maybe slept a couple hours. I ignored all of my job duties. None of this is a good thing, It's all technically bad but the point is I love sims and while you were making this video I was knees- I was neck deep, I was not knees deep, I was not balls deep, I was neck deep in Sims, okay? So the amount of synchronicity and this existing at this moment in time is crazy.

The moral of the story is we are connected and thank you so much. I love it. Like anytime you wanna do a Sims music video, literally feel free to do it because I used to watch sims music videos whenever I was a kid so much and it's just like tickling this part of my brain. I don't know. I cant express how much I love it. That's all I'm trying to do is express how much I love it and words can't do it but just thank you so much and it's so cute and you really slayed that."

Me: "Oh my god I love that we both have been neck deep in the Sims lately at the same time. But um same I loved watching Sims 2 music videos when I was a kid and I've been wanting to make them but I have yet to. And then the other day I was listening to you and I was like this would be the best soundtrack to a Sims 2 music video. Um I'm glad you liked it um I was thinking about making more and honestly this interaction is everything. Like um hell yes I'm gonna make more. I'm glad that you liked it. Thank you for your message."

The amount of times I said um... I'm so awkward LMFAO. I love that we both love The Sims! She is awesome. I relate to her lyrics a lot, I love her style, and she's just... the coolest. She deserves nothing but the best. I love singing along to her music at the top of my lungs when I'm driving. And, if you haven't seen my archived posts, I saw her live and met her in person last year! She was really nice, I will treasure those memories forever. Here's a pic of us together that Sam took:

I was really drunk... okay? I was a mess.


Well, that's all I have to say for now. That was a really nice interaction. I recommend that EVERYONE listen to her! Sooo here's some of my favorite songs of hers:

I Could Never Stay Mad at You (listen)
darlin' (listen)
connie (listen)
lucky star (listen)
Seatbelts (listen)
Birthday Song (I think this will be my next Sims 2 MV) (listen)
be my lover (listen)
rosalia (listen)
lobotomy song (listen)

LISTEN TO HER NOWWWWW!!! I command you.

I'll see you later! I hope you're having a good day, bye!

I was bored and made a sims 2 music video :D