× subject: pics from my scene kid days × mood: stoned × music: City 17 Ambience ★ Half-Life 2 (listen)
omg I ended up going to sleep at like 2PM and slept all day yesterday. I got up for a few hours around 10 and then slept until I had to go to work this morning. I was in a fucking coma. Anyways, I was just going through oooolllddd pics and found these pics from my scene kid days:
I think those were taken in 2013?? Holy shit. I think they were on my profile on scenekids.com. Damn I loved that website back then. It was exactly like MySpace, but aimed at scene kids / teens if I recall correctly. I can't remember if adults were on there or not... A few of my profiles are on the wayback machine. I do not care to share them cuz 12 / 13 year old me was ... interesting. I used to go to the skating rink every Friday in junior high to hang out with all the other scene kids that went to a different school than me.
OKAY! Enough nostalgia for now.. I feeel oooooold. I know I'm not THAT old, but, idk! Eeeeeek. I should make some updates around here but uhhhh I'm gonna play Half-Life 2 instead :D see ya soon!
Monday, November 11, 2024 - 7:46 AM
× subject: New webcam page! × mood: tired... × music: Commodore Rock ★ Ladytron (listen)
Hey! Just making a quick post to say I uploaded the webcam pages! Check em out here. It's nothing special, just some old pics. I want to make some other updates, but it is tooo early in the morning to stress myself out with my mid HTML skills.
I can't believe I spent 2 hours trying to troubleshoot what I thought was going to be a quick simple issue with my code. I was trying to make this page more.. creative.. I guess? I had the text in different places and had gifs everywhere. But the code I have on this page right now is not WORKING WITH ME! It's a heavily edited version of my moms Livejournal code from like ... 2003? 2004? And I have verrryyy limited basic knowledge of HTML. My whole website feels kind of ... jerry rigged.. y'know what I mean??
I don't know what I'm rambling about. I think i'm going to smoke, play The Matrix: Path of Neo for a bit, and then come back here when my mind is less foggy. It's not even 8AM! Why the hell am I awake...
Sunday, November 10, 2024 - 3:33 PM
× subject: I am STILL ALIVE × mood: Baked × music: Paco! ★ Ladytron (listen)
"Ground floor, ladies' clothes, sportswear, stationery
First floor, kitchenware, furnishings, confectionery
Second floor, children's toys, back to school, mini-pool
Fourth floor, electronic, fake antiques, and lingerie
I saw your face on the black-and-white screen
I knew your name from the checkout machine
You don't have to spend, you just have to pretend"
Hiiii sexy bitch. I hope you're doing well! It's been 5 fucking days since I have made an update here, that's the longest I've gone in a while. And that was just random maintenence, It's been longer since I've made an actual update, like adding a new page. I've been overwhelmed with work lately. I've been stressed, my mind has been in a haze for the past week or so. Although, the paychecks make up for it. I'm going to be able to get Sam and I a hotel room for a concert later this month in ABQ, I am looking forward to it more than words can express.
Blah, I am stoned. I had a completely different post typed out before replacing it with this. I was sober and very deep in thought about relationships past and present, platonic and romantic. I started word vomiting! Then I got stoned, reread it, and went oh no.. chopping block time. Some things should stay in my personal notes! Or just in my head... But anyways, here I am!
After my last post, I decided to make a page for a collection of my old webcam pics from 2019 to I think 2021. I created a design for it but never uploaded it, so after I am done rambling I am going to finish it up and link it on my "cool shit" page. Speaking of that page, I think it's time for a revamp! I think it worked when I had less stuff linked there, but it's getting full. There are so many pages that I need to finish before doing that buuuutttt I am all over the place. Like when am I going to finish the recipes page.. or update my "about me" page?? OR FINISH THE SHRINES?? LMFAOOOO I think my issue is starting multiple tasks before finishing my initial one.
Well, I could waste time rambling, but I think I should get to making some updates around here before I hang out with Sam in a few hours. I have tomorrow off. I would say that I am going to spend it working on my website, but I am not going to lie LMFAO. We'll see how I feel when I wake up. Check out this song by Ladytron that I have had on repeat, and have a good day, BITCH!
EDIT: Well I spent 2 fucking hours trying to update the style of this page, but I could not for the life of me get it the way I wanted it. I give up! I'm annoyed. I need to create a completely new page with a new style. I'm coming back to this later. I'm gonna go hang out with Sam :D
Edit 2: I have some time before we hang... I'm gonna do somethin else around here before I leave...
Thursday, October 31, 2024 - 11:33 PM
× subject: .:'+"`* weBcaM piX *`"+':. × mood: Relaxed × music: Rise FM ★ GTA III (listen)
Howdy. I just took some webcam pics and wanted to post them. Pretend they were taken in 2002. I don't know :D
I'm just hangin out and listening to music now. I think I might make those pics into a gif for my home page. I don't have much else to say, see ya later!
"Stole your Visa card and took a trip downtown.
I don't really care that there's people around.
9-2-3, 8-1-6 is the sound of them flicking your switch.
8-1-5, 1-9-4, does this mean you don't trust me anymore?
Does this mean you don't trust me anymore?
I'm so happy that you're coming out to play.
Now I'm only one cocaine decision away.
3-6-9, 2-4-8 is the sound of them closing your gate.
8-1-5, 1-9-4, does this mean you don't trust me anymore?
Does this mean you don't trust me anymore?"
What's up. I am finally back to make some changes around here after being kind of MIA for the past almost 2 weeks. I've been in a depressed state since Kiersten left but I had a pretty good day today. I will be detailing my moms wedding / Kiersten visiting in a seperate post, probably tomorrow since I have the day off. Plus I am too stoned right now to go into details about anything, I just got home from work!
I switched back to my 1920x1080 monitor last night and it feels weird using it again. I feel so out of the loop with my website! I was looking around and some pages are starting to feel kind of stale. I feel like my about page is ugly and needs revamped! It needs... somethin.. My website is giving ... box .. it's giving < table > ... I want to experiment with some other styles...
What i'm doing right now:
★ Archiving the posts on this page because there are too many.
★ Updating the iPod ... maybe
★ Uploading a few new pics to my pics section
★ Updating my about me page? Maybe.
What I plan for tomorrow:
★ Upload pics / make a post about moms wedding and kiersten visiting
★ UPDATE THE VAULT. It's been almost a year, I SUCK. I have some links to share.
★ Renovate my about me page, if I don't tonight
I'll probably think of more to do while making updates tomorrow.
In my depressed state, I went to Entertainmart the day after Kiersten left and spent $41 on Xbox games. I'm broke. :D I got these:
THPS2x has had me in a trance the last few days, the Unreal game is alright, and Remember Me has me HOOKED. I went in completely blind. I'm on Episode 4, I think. I bought a lot more shit while Kiersten was here, I'll probably write about that tomorrow. Okay, that is enough rambling. I am making some edits around here and then dicking around on my Xbox for a bit before going to bed. I'll see ya tomorrow!
EDIT 10/24: I ended up playing The Sims 2 on my PS2 all day :D oops
WARNING: MY OLD POSTS ARE EMBARRASSING. CRINGE-WORTHY. I die inside when I read them. Why am I making them public again...
stoned
tired...
"Ground floor, ladies' clothes, sportswear, stationery
I hope you're doing well! It's been 5 fucking days since I have made an update here, that's the longest I've gone in a while. And that was just random maintenence, It's been longer since I've made an actual update, like adding a new page. I've been overwhelmed with work lately. I've been stressed, my mind has been in a haze for the past week or so. Although, the paychecks make up for it. I'm going to be able to get Sam and I a hotel room for a concert later this month in ABQ, I am looking forward to it more than words can express.
But anyways, here I am!
Relaxed
"Stole your Visa card and took a trip downtown.
I just got home from work!
8/2024
