Just got home from working all day. Drank some wine. I am blasting music from my speaker. Chillin in my underwear. There's chicken waiting for me in the microwave. I have to be back at work at 6am so I won't spend too much time babbling. I've been working 40 hour weeks to save up some money for going out on Halloween and another possible Texas trip before the end of the year.

I'm going to Vegas for the first time next year in May with my mom and my gay uncle. We're going out and enjoying Vegas the first night. Then we're seeing No Doubt perform live at the sphere the 2nd night. Words cannot express how excited I am. I LOVE NO DOUBT. I was a bit obsessed with them in 2023. That means I can't kill myself until after May... ugh.

I think that's about all going on with me right now... I think I am going to smoke a bowl and play Tomb Raider Chronicles until like midnight. I plan on waking up at like 4 something in the morning.

Anyways.. I hope you're well. Here's some music:

Hello I spent most of today making minor changes around here. Here's some of what I did:

★ Added some graphics to the "Others" page and changed the layout a bit. Check that out here.

★ I added over 60 images to the page for pics taken with my Samsung WB150F camera.

★ Uploaded some new pictures to my pics page.



I am still sick. I'm feeling better but I'm still very congested. Bleh. I am going to make a sandwich and play Tomb Raider AOD. I'll see ya later.

This band is one of my top favorites. Their lyrics strike a chord with me.
The 1996 album, Live In Poland, is amazing start to finish. Places is also a great EP.

Dreams are such a fascinating part of life. I got home after my 16 hour hell shift yesterday and noticed that my cough hurt a bit more than normal. I went to bed hoping for the best, but woke up around 8 this morning feeling like shit. I scrolled through reels on IG for a few minutes before rolling over and going back to sleep.

That's when I had my fever dream.. best way I could describe that. I can never remember them except for when I fall back asleep in the morning. I was somewhere in Colorado at this nice hotel. I was with a guy that I briefly dated a few months ago and his friends. The room we were in looked like one of those hotel banquet rooms, but converted into a huge room with wide beds everywhere. The ceiling was so high up and the windows covered the walls top to bottom. I kept trying to talk to everyone, but nobody could understand me or was listening to me.

On top of that, I kept misplacing all of my stuff and couldn't find anything. And for whatever reason I was supposed to catch a flight back to NM, but ended up missing it? My memory of the dream is kinda foggy. I think I ended up driving home? It doesn't matter. I woke up feeling the same stress and panic that I felt in my dream. And then I got on Youtube and one of the first shorts I came across was a clip from a movie where a girl was trying to explain what was happening to her, CLEARLY, but nobody understood or listened to her. That shit stressed me out even more.



Anyways... I feel like shit. I am so sick. I just ate dinner and drank some Nyquil.. I think it's time to lay in bed and play Little Big Planet 2 until I pass out. I just wanted to ramble. I have the next 2 days off and all I plan on doing is resting and maybe working on my website. I'll see ya later.

I have finally been consumed with the urge to work on my website. I hope it sticks. I just wanted to make a small post to mention some updates I have made around here today:

★ I decorated my home page for Halloween! I love changing up the theme for holidays.. I can't wait for christmas! I'm going to bring back the dog playing piano to Sims 1 music... (scroll to the bottom)

★ I uploaded over 100 blinkies to my collection. I have been bitten by the blinkie bug.

★ I made some dollz and uploaded them to that page.

★ I added a handful of songs to the iPod playlist on my home page.



And these are some ideas I have for future updates:

☆ A new theme for this page. I might actually do that after finishing this.. so no more Cocteau Twins theme. I also need a better way of linking to past posts. I might make a seperate page for that, I don't know.

☆ I either need to upload more buttons or remove that page. I am pretty sure that page has remained unchanged since 2018 or 2019...

☆ finishing shrines....

☆ MORE COOL SHIT PAGES



I don't knowww. I need to finish or update so many pages around here. Blah. I need to go to bed. I'm going to be at work from 6am until around 10:15pm tomorrow. I have like 2.5 hours on break though.. so that's good. I need the money.

I enjoyed yesterday and today off. I spent most of it rotting in bed watching that 70s show or replaying Silent Hill 3, which I finished earlier today before taking a nap until a few hours ago. It's storming now, the thunder is loud as shit. I want to keep working on my website but I'm waking up at 4... AHHHH. Okay . Well. I will see you later Here's some music:

Hello! I never update my website anymore... Real life is taking over and I rarely have time to rot and get lost in code. I'm sitting at my computer having a glass of wine. By a glass I mean having a few sips of my boxed wine straight from the tap. I haven't been drinking as much since I got home from my Texas trip.

Speaking of which, that was an emotional roller coaster. I had an amazing time seeing most of my friends. I love those bitches more than words could ever express.

Anywaysysysysys. I didn't come here to ramble too much. Here's something I just made in Photoshop:



I love messing around in Photoshop.

Anywayssssssssssss. One of my regulars at work gave me some weed today and I am itching to try it out. I only smoke before bed nowadays sooo I am gonna get stoned and lay in bed while watching That 70s show until I fall asleep. Bitch I am off the next 2 days, I am going to RELAX. I hope that you're doing well. I will see you around.

(And maybe make changes around my website teee heeee...)