I lied. I did not go to bed. I have been blasting music and working on my site and making shit in photoshop. A couple weeks ago I offered to make a website button for my friend Taylor and I am finally getting around to it.. I'm so lazy smh. Here's 2 that I've made so far:


They probably look better on a darker background...
whatever.. I'm still figuring out what to make :3
I'm not going to send them to her until I finish making all the buttons I plan to make :P Also ummm Taylor if you're seeing this before I send you what I make.. hello.. no u didn't. LMFAO. She sent a lot of pics that I am using to make a ton of options for her to choose from! Click here to check out her website! Anyways.. I should probably go to bed now.. It's 4 in the morning. See ya later :D

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I got home from work a few hours ago, had a couple drinks, and decided to update the answers to my "myspace surveys" page. I haven't since 2024, so a lot of answers have changed. If you want a peek into my mind or whatever, check it out here!

There's some juicy questions such as:

"What's on your desk?"
"Have you ever been cheated on?"
"Have you ever fallen for a friend?"
"Do you miss your last relationship?"
"How do you want to die?"
"Ever get engaged?"

There's over 200 questions. Check it out! Copy the questions, answer them yourself, and put them on your website! I love to see other people's answers. Visit the page to see more. I'm going to club BED. With DJ pillow. GOODNIGHT! (I will link to my old answers from 2024 on that page later!)

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"Home alone
I check the doors
Keep this house locked up
It's such a shame
I'm in bed without you by my side
I never wanted to go
You never wanted to wave your goodbyes
Now all I love is gone
Gotta wait till I hit the sky

I wanna go home
I wanna go home now
I wanna go home
We'll pop some popcorn
Watch a movie
I'd like to kiss you
If you let me

Home alone
My chastity belt stays untouched
But it's such a shame
I'm in bed without you by my side
I never wanted to go
You never wanted to wave your goodbyes
Now my legs are closed
But for you I'd ride it into the sky

I wanna go home
I wanna go home now
I wanna go home
We'll pop some popcorn
Watch a movie
I'd like to kiss you
If you want me to"

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I don't know what's wrong with me lately. I've been staying up until 5/6am almost every night. Maybe it's my anxiety.. I don't know. I have to be at work in about 2 hours and I've been up since like.. 3pm yesterday? wtf am I doing?

I played Roblox and DBD with Korrin again all day. We stopped playing around 10pm and I should've gone to bed but now I'm here.. almost 4 in the morning.. smh. I work until 1pm, I'm going to feel miserable. I'm just going to eat something and chug a redbull when I get to work and hope for the best. I'm so glad I'm young.

anyways... idk. I spent the last few hours watching the Whitney Houston and Wendy Williams interview from 2003. Then I watched Whitney's interview with Diane Sawyer.. then watched the Monica Lewinsky interview with Barbara Walters from 1999. I SHOULD BE ASLEEP. I think I'm gonna go take a shower now so my hair will be mostly dry by the time I clock in.. I'll see ya l8r.

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Ahh okay so my high ass was looking through old posts on here from 2018/2019 and I stumbled across an old guestbook service I used to use and forgot about. Check it out here.

If you were on Neocities back in that time, you might remember dissolvedgirl or Sol Pais. I mean, even if you weren't on here, you might have heard of her back then. I discovered her site when I was still pretty new on here, I thought she was cool. I mentioned her after everything happened in my old posts, here's a screenshot I took in 2019 when I realized she had followed me:



Anyways, the first post in that old guestbook I discovered is from someone named Sol. And the date sort of matches up with stuff I said in my old posts from 2019. I might be wrong, but I don't know.


It's nothing crazy. I just wanted to mention it because, for some reason, she's been on my mind a lot lately. I don't know anyone personally who can relate so I'm just rambling about it here. Does anyone else remember when her website was mysteriously updated after her death? I wish things could've been better for her. R.I.P. Sol.



Also, I'm archiving old posts from 2025 and updating the theme of this page. I'm feeling nostalgic so I think I'm going to use the 2004 code from my moms Livejournal that I used back in 2019. I hope you're doing good, I'll see you later.

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Howdy. Happy new year! It's 2026! It feels so weird. The years are starting to get scary.. too futuristic. I don't know. Time moves on so fast.

News years eve was pretty good. Sam and I made plans to hang out at my place. We debated on going to the casino but decided not to. I still haven't been to a casino yet! And I live right down the street from one.. anyways. I bought a bunch of snacks while I was at work. I got Chips Ahoy, Honey Nut Cheerios, Munchies, Gardettos, and some Rice Krispies. I picked up Sam when I got off at 10 and we went to Speedway to buy drinks before going to my house.

It was a lot of fun. We drank, laughed, and watched youtube before midnight. My neighbor was shooting fireworks at 12 so we stood outside and watched for a bit. Afterwards we got really stoned, put on the movie Thirteen, and painted for a few hours. I took her home around 4:30 in the morning. I ended up in bed around 6 and slept until 3pm. I had a really good night.

I've just been lazy today. I was off and I am tomorrow as well. I played DBD and Roblox with Korrin for most of today.. and now I am here.. Hello. I don't have much else to say.. I'm pretty tired. I've been meaning to make a button for one of my closest friends Taylor. I just haven't been working on my website or making things in photoshop lately.. grr. You can find her website here! I've known her for almost 14 years now. I used to talk about her in my old posts from 2018/2019, we were very close in high school. It's a different Taylor than the one I talked about back in 2023.. Idk if I ever made that clarification..

ANYWAYS. BYE! LISTEN TO THIS SONG:

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